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Vacation Lessons

I’m typing this on the plane to Miami. It’s hard to believe my wonderful vacation is over!

I just scanned through the more than 300 photos I have on my camera. Once I sort through them, I’ll upload more, particularly from adventures I couldn’t share here because I didn’t get shots with my phone.

We toured the historic site at Pearl Harbor yesterday. It was too windy to go to the USS Arizona memorial but we walked through all of the other exhibits, following the excellent audio tour. This site is extremely well done. I understand the events of December 7, 1941 and the aftermath with far greater insight than before.

In one spot is a quote from Eleanor Roosevelt that talks about the fact that every day there are men who give their lives for us. (In present day that would be men and women.). Mrs Roosevelt reflects on how important it is to be sure that we are worth dying for.

Everything that I did on this vacation brought home to me in grand, celebratory style, that I have made my life over. This isn’t to say that I wasn’t worthy before, but I know that I was not appreciating life to its fullest potential.

I had chained and restrained myself with food and my weight. This past week, I experienced a joyous freedom and new spirit. I stepped off a platform and soared through a forest. I zoomed over waves and swam in warm seas, at water level with ocean creatures. I hiked down into and out of a volcanic crater and felt its hot breath.

I couldn’t have done these things before. Now I can. I am stronger and more capable than I have ever been and each day I become more so.

Opportunity is everywhere. I will no longer squander it.

Beyond checking things off of my promise list, these are powerful lessons to integrate. They are strong platforms on which to grow.

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Zodiac Boats & Ziplining

Sorry for no post yesterday but I didn’t have reliable enough 3g service to connect to the Internet.

No photos<right now either because the activities were to risky for me to use my phone. I didn't want to
drop it overboard or down thru the trees.

Yesterday we docked in Kona on the big island of Hawai'i. We mustered early and joined a dozen other people to board a Captain Zodiac inflatable boat for a zippy ride and great snorkeling.

Picture the big rubber boats that the US Navy uses. They're very stable but not luxurious. Who needs luxury when you're going for fun? We took our seats on the rubber sides, slipped our feet under the "foot belt" strap on the deck and took off. Captain Jack kicked us up to cruising speed of around 25 mph. We flew over the water on a beautiful day.

Naturally we made frequent stops as the mate, Buddah, spotted whales in the vicinity! Buddah had a great sense of humor and kept us laughing as we cruised around.

When we were far enough from whales, Captain Jack gave us extra thrills with sweeping turns so one side of the boat or the other rose high in the air.

We passed gorgeous lava rock formations and eventually reached the sheltered Kealakekua Bay where Captain Cook landed. Once there we jumped in for an hour of snorkeling over beautiful reef corals loaded with colorful fish.

On the way back they showed us lava tubes, sea caves and more beautiful scenery plus educated us on Capt Cook's history and the geology of the land.

Regrettably we didn't see spinner dolphins but the whales and one big manta ray made us happy. All in all it was another exciting day.

Today we woke up to a beautiful Kauai sunrise. This was zip line day! I admit I dressed in lighter weight clothes, still nervous about that weight limit. We were taken to the "base camp", greeted by friendly staff, and asked to step on the scale. I passed with pounds to spare!

Our guides then outfitted us in the harnesses, straps, carabiners, and helmets and then gave us the training orientation. All prepped and ready, we trekked to the suspension ramp up to the first zip line.

The guides made sure that we were always safe and secure. At no time were we completely disconnected from safety cables. Literally no chance that any of us would fall off of a platform 60 to 85 feet above the forest floor.

When it was my turn on the first line, I took a deep breath and stepped off the platform into space. I was off, zooming down the line, yelling "woooohoooo"!

One guide hooks you up and sends you. One guy waits at the other end to catch you. I now understand the need for the weight limit. It's not that the equipment will break since it can hold 7000 pounds. However, the harness has to fit around you for one thing. Secondly, you can't be too heavy for the catcher to stop your forward momentum before you slam into the tree on the platform.

We had a blast! Even the more strenuous bridges and ladders weren't too much for me in my more fit form. I loved flying through the forest high above the ground! Again the guides, Matt and Jahrett, were terrific. I can't wait to do it again some time!

I bought one of the company's t-shirts that reads Embrace the Adventure. That's just what we did! By the way, I bought it in the next smaller size. It's a little snug but won't be in another month and I'll be wearing it for a long time to remember this experience.

The companies for these adventures are Captain Zodiac at http://www.captainzodiac.com and Just Live at http://www.zipkauai.com if you want to check them out. I promise to post photos after I get home.

Tuesday night we passed the active volcano Kilauea. I took some photos with my phone. Not too close, of course, but you can see the lava glow and gasses.

The sunrise is from this morning in Kauai.

Aloha!

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Different Choices

My trip to Hawaii is just around the corner.  I leave next week and am mega-excited.  I’ve always been one to get very excited about things, particularly trips.  When I was a kid, my parents would put off telling me about upcoming family vacations because I wouldn’t sleep well for weeks.  One time they waited until we’d left a neighborhood kid’s bar mitzvah and were on our way home to get our luggage to then head for the airport before they revealed that we were going to Florida.  I was the last one in the family to know we were moving to France for a year when I was nine.  Dad and Mom finally told me six months before we left.  I wonder if they would have delayed even more but they’d hired a tutor to give us all French lessons.

I’ve always wanted to visit Hawaii but always put off planning a trip.  In May of 2011, my friend and I took an Alaskan cruise.  I spent extra money to pay for a first class airline ticket because I dreaded squeezing into a regular seat for a cross-country flight.  I had a wonderful time on the cruise but I was definitely hampered by my super obesity.  It was difficult for me to walk around in the ports, hell, even on the ship.  I couldn’t comfortably sit in the ship’s theater seats.  When we planned the cruise, we knew we wanted to go whale watching and do nature stuff.  Surveying the excursions, I looked for ones that were on full sized boats.  My weight definitely impacted my choices.

Everything is so much different now!  For one thing, I wouldn’t have even planned this vacation if I hadn’t lost weight.  The first class airfare would have been exorbitant.  No such worry now that I fit comfortably in a regular seat.  I’ll be fine even on the long 11 hour direct flight.  I keep telling my friend that we’re going to stand up every hour or so and do a loop around the seats to keep our blood moving.

Like before, whale watching is high on our priority list and I also love to snorkel.  Hawaii is great for both of these activities.  We have gleefully planned the water excursions with only one consideration — did the description and reviews of the excursion make it sound like something we would really enjoy?   We’ve opted for two trips that involve Zodiac inflatable boats.  I’m not the least bit concerned that I’m too fat for those vessels.  I’m confident that I will be able to get in and out without trouble.

When deciding on an excursion in Hilo, my friend read me different descriptions.  There’s a tour that includes a visit to Volcano National Park.  “It has a three mile round trip walk to the crater,” she said.  “No problem.  Sounds like fun,” I replied.

For months I’ve had ziplining on my Promise List.  I have no idea why, but I saw it on a television show and thought, “I want to do that when I lose enough weight.”  When we booked the Hawaii cruise, I started looking into zip lining excursions.  I knew there would be a weight limit, understandably so, and I promised myself that if I was less than the limit, I would sign up.  Guess what?  I am and we did!  Think of me in Kauai, hanging off lines 65 feet in the air and crossing suspension bridges.  Me.  The formerly super obese woman who couldn’t walk a couple of blocks before she grew winded from the exertion.

I won’t have a chance to post a lot while I’m away but I promise that, eventually, I will post photos.

When packing, most people think about how many dresses or pairs of slacks they should pack.  I’m debating whether to bring both my walking sneakers and my cross-trainers or just the walking sneakers.    I’d like to bring both so that I can do Zumba on the cruise ship if classes are offered.

This is such a new experience, to know that I’m not limited by my extra pounds.  From the overall trip to the separate excursions, even down to what goes into the suitcase, my life is filled with a wonderful variety of different choices.

 

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Kayaking Excursion

Today the weather was gorgeous in the Florida Keys.  Warm but not super hot with a light breeze but no driving winds.  Ordinarily, I would have jumped out on my boat, but there’s an issue with one of the throttles and the guy can’t fix it until next weekend.

I told myself I’d just enjoy a day at home and take care of some chores that I’d promised myself I’d complete.  I’ve wanted to go through the pantry cabinet and throw out things that were past their expiration or “Best if Used By” dates.  That took me about half an hour, longer than it would have but I wanted to dismantle some packages so that I could recycle the outer boxes.  I’m very satisfied with how neat and organized the shelves look now.

I moved onto a project that I’d dreaded — cleaning out the disgusting mess that had become the cabinet beneath the kitchen sink.  Since I also keep the small kitchen trash can in that cabinet it was, indeed, disgusting and quite untidy.  I grabbed an empty cardboard box from that other chore-that-is-not-yet-done (The storage room/office.) and loaded it with the cleaning supplies.  Once the cabinet was completely empty, I ditched the old dirty shelf liner, grabbed a new sponge and started scrubbing.  It looks so much better now.  I’ll no longer be embarrassed if someone comes over and opens one of the doors to throw out something!

Tasks accomplished, I went out on the porch for awhile.  Again I was struck by the beauty of the warm sunshine and the calm water.  All of a sudden, I was inspired to do something special, which would also cross something off of my Promise List.  I went kayaking.

I haven’t kayaked in more than seven years.  The last time was when my older nephew was 17 and stayed a month with me.  We went on a kayak-snorkel-sail trip out of Key West.  He and I teamed up in a double kayak.  I wasn’t my heaviest ever weight, but I was probably 80 pounds heavier than I am now which means I was significantly heavier than my lean nephew.  Luckily, I didn’t sink the back end of the kayak.  We had a really good time that day, but I was very conscious that I wasn’t physically comfortable kayaking.  When you’re morbidly obese, sitting in that position constricts veins, muscles and nerves in the legs.  My body weight adversely affected my circulation.  In a fairly short amount of time, my legs tingled and then ached.  My lower back ached, too.  In order to ease the discomfort, I’d try to shift — without tipping us over.

So, even though the overall experience was a good time, the kayaking activity wasn’t something I cared to repeat.

Until a few months ago when it struck me that my weight loss would allow me to kayak without pain!  After I had that realization, I can’t tell you how many times I’ve sat on my porch, looked out at the harbor and thought, “On any given nice day, even if I don’t take out my boat, with a kayak I could still go out on the water.”

Once the idea took hold today, I launched into action.  I was so excited about taking this adventure, that I didn’t even think about calling up friends to see if they wanted to go with me.  I just wanted to head out as soon as possible!  I grabbed the waterproof pouch I use on the boat and put in my license, credit cards and some cash.  With a full water bottle and a towel, I was ready!  I drove up to a nearby state park where I knew I could rent a kayak for a couple of hours.

In no time at all, I was on the ocean, paddling around mangrove islands.  I spent the first twenty minutes staying fairly close to the park.  Not only did this help me refresh my memory on my technique, but it also gave me time to see if I’d get that leg pain again.  After enough time to reassure me that I was good to go, I struck out exploring.

Let me tell you, if you’ve never done it, kayaking gives you a good upper body workout and plenty of reps for the arms.   From Zumba and Tai Chi, I have strong biceps but my triceps need work.  They got it today.  I kayaked around for nearly two full hours!  The water was crystal clear.  I spotted iguanas and several species of birds in the mangroves.  It felt terrific to use my muscles to work the paddle and glide on the ocean.

When my time was up, I was in an almost Zen-like state with my body, mind, and spirit at peace and in harmony.   Tonight, my muscles know that they worked but I’m not in pain, more relaxed.   I’m also more determined than ever to get a kayak of my own.  When I get back from Hawaii, I’ll start looking.   This is something that I want to do a whole lot more than once every seven years.  Speaking of Hawaii, I bet I can find a kayaking exursion on one of the islands. 🙂

During the trip I was able to take a few photographs.  I didn’t want to risk losing my iPhone overboard, but these should give you a little idea of what it was like.  Enjoy!

Red mangroves sink their roots into the salt water.

Red mangroves sink their roots into the salt water.

My view from the kayak.

My view from the kayak.

I'm not sure of the species of this bird.  It isn't a cormorant.  A birding friend is researching for me.

I’m not sure of the species of this bird. It isn’t a cormorant. A birding friend is researching for me.

The water was beautiful.

The water was beautiful.

I explored a water trail through the mangroves.

I explored a water trail through the mangroves.

 

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Can’t Keep a Good Woman Down

Your support after my rant helped me a great deal, so I want to thank you again for being here, being part of the Weighty Matters community and lending your voices and thoughts.

I’ve had a great weekend.  I’ve mentioned the leadership program in which I’m participating and we just had an action packed two days learning about the Law and the Military participation in our community.  Allow me a shallow moment as I confess that I participated in some discreet ogling of very hot men in uniform.  I don’t care that most of them were young enough to relegate me to cougar status.  These men were definitely supremely ogle-worthy.

I shared in a comment on ReFab that, after the incident of Thursday night with the obnoxious man, I made a point to let it go.  I dressed for the first leadership day in a fun, comfortable, cute dress that I bought over the summer.  Because of the design, which has some patterned elastic across the midsection, it gets smaller as I do.  It was also a purple patterned material and purple is my favorite color.  The dress just makes me smile.  So all day on Friday I felt good, peppy and pretty in my fun dress.  I also, once more, was grateful that my reduced size and increased fitness mean I could do all of the walking we put in as we were given tours of the court house, old jail, new and big detention center and the Key West police department.

I wish I’d thought to start the pedometer app on my smart phone today because we trekked all over a couple of different places like the Underwater Operations Training area of the Navy base, the Coast Guard sector including a 110-foot cutter, and a few other places. May I also say that I have an even greater, deeper respect for the people who serve in our nation’s military.  We listened to a woman colonel who heads up the South command of a joint interagency task force that battles illegal trafficking.  Mostly drugs, but also arms, money, human trafficking.  Touring that cutter, we could see that the accommodations are sparse and the comfort level quite low, but people actually enlist to serve in the Coast Guard.  I am eternally grateful that I’ve lost so much weight.  I could not have fit up the very narrow stairway from the deck to the bridge.  I don’t think my knee could have taken the steepness on its own and it would have been damn hard to haul myself up.

Did you know that there are Adversary Squadrons in several locations around the country?  Their job is to train in the combat flight techniques and tactics of potential enemies.  Then, they play the bad guys in training flight missions so that our combat pilots can better learn how to successfully fight the enemy.  Pretty damn cool.

These are just a couple of the things I experienced.  It was a terrific, informative, interesting weekend and I enjoyed every minute.  I enjoyed it more because of the improvements to my body.   My head is crammed with info and mentally, I’m exhausted.  However, if I wasn’t in much better shape, my body would feel broken tonight and I’d have already knocked back a good dose of an OTC pain reliever.    Instead, I’m relaxed and a good kind of tired.  Tomorrow, I’ll bounce out of bed and go for a bridge walk.  You really can’t keep a good woman down!

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Purging Clothes

I spent about an hour today doing yet another purge of clothes from my closets and drawers.  With the exception of some t-shirts and one never-worn formal gown, and two dresses that I bought over the summer, no garment remains that is too big for me to wear.  At least not now.  In another month, that will probably change.  🙂

I’m holding onto the t-shirts because I like bigger clothes for working out or doing stuff out in the yard. They’re also good to sleep in when it’s warm.  Not to be a wimp, by the way, but after dealing with cold weather and snow up north last week while on vacation, I returned to warm, sunny Florida just in time for the cold front.  It’s 65 degrees which sounds great to many of you but classifies as darned cold for us.  Darned cold is one of my personal meteorology terms.  The rare times that the temps sink below 60, it becomes freaking cold.  Lower and there’s the risk of experiencing damned f#&$ing cold.

But I digress.  Back to the clothes discussion.

The gown is a different story.  I ordered it a few years ago from a specialty store online to wear to a friend’s daughter’s wedding.  I swear that I did my measurements right, but when it arrived, it didn’t fit me well enough for me to wear.  It’s an excellent quality and style in a great spring lavenderish color.  I have this odd idea that I should photograph it and attempt to sell it on eBay.  Then I think that will be a hassle and, probably, I should find an organization that takes in good quality gowns for people who can’t afford to buy them and just donate it.   We don’t have one in the Keys, so if anybody has a suggestion, please let me know.

The other two dresses will be perfect for my Hawaii cruise, so I’m going to a seamstress to see if she can alter them for me.

The clothing purge felt so good!  From the closets, I created two piles.  One pile has all of the remaining clothes from my largest sizes and next-to- largest sizes that I got back into but have now left behind.  These will all be donated to the Salvation Army Thrift Store.  The other pile will be packed up and sent to my friend who had weight loss surgery and is just a little bit behind me in her journey.  As I continue to lose and current garments become too big, I’ll send them on to her, too.  Just like I’ve been given clothes by others, I want to pass on the favor.   The practice definitely saves money for us in the long run while we’re on the losing track.

While I worked at the purging task, I couldn’t help but think that the timing was right.  It’s almost the end of the year, so what better time to rid myself of things I no longer need?  Not only was it practical, but it was also symbolic.  I’ve rid myself of much this past year.  Physical weight, emotional and mental pain from thinking poorly of myself, physical pain from carrying all those excess pounds on my body.  I’ve tried a lot of new things on for size, too, like my exercise routines and healthier eating, along with some new clothes.

2013 is going to be a new year in so many ways.  New, as in 2012 is over and 2013 is new to us all.  For me, it’s going to be another year of new — new experiences, ever evolving new body, new clothes, new outlook.

Oh, before I forget, I got on the scale today.  It’s the first time that I’ve weighed myself in a week.  I was absolutely thrilled to see that I maintained my weight.  That is remarkable!  I wasn’t perfect on my food plan.  I ate more carbs and desserts than I normally would consume.   However, I successfully balanced those deviations by being mindful with my eating whenever possible and by working in exercise.  I don’t know that I’ve ever gone through a holiday season without pigging out and gaining weight.  This taught me a great lesson and showed me that I don’t have to backslide just because I always did before.  Talk about joyful!

I’m purging the old in more ways than one.  What are you looking forward to in this coming year of newness?

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Packing Perks

Oh, what a busy, stressful week.  Oh, how happy I am that I’m finished with work and headed for a week’s vacation plus holiday fun spending time with family and friends.  I’m also happy to have a month’s break from school and a few weeks to decide whether I’m signing up again for the next course or whether I’m going to give myself a longer break and pick up the program again later.

Traveling can be exhausting and tomorrow will be a long day.  That said, I am gifted with the ability to nap anywhere.  I will not be the least surprised if I am asleep again before the plane lifts off from the runway.  I fly an airline that has the most ridiculous baggage fees and policies.  They could give Scrooge lessons in penny-pinching and squeezing dollars out of their customers.  I think they were the first to institute a charge for checking a bag.  That drove more people to cram everything into smaller carryon luggage which slowed the boarding and departure process.  So the airline started charging people if they brought a carryon that had to go in the overhead bins.

Last year, in a move to grab even more money from their customers, they dropped the weight limit on the checked bag from 50 pounds to 40 pounds.  Go over 40 pounds and they charge another $25.  This caused a huge challenge for me, particularly on my annual trips to the Northeast for Christmas.   Imagine trying to pack enough warm clothes for a week.  Jeans, sweaters, socks.  Shoes that aren’t flip flops.  You get the idea.  Now imagine that you’re super obese which means that each of those garments is practically big enough for two people.  So, I needed a larger suitcase, which weighed more empty,  to fit my larger, heavier clothes.  40 pounds?  Yeah right.

When I began to gather up my clothes for this trip, I brought out the largest suitcase at first.  Then I stopped and wondered if there was any way that I could fit what I needed in the smaller piece of luggage.  I got in a couple of pairs of jeans, a pair of black pants, two pairs of shoes, sleepwear, bras and panties, a pair of sweatpants and even a pair of workout shorts, a couple of t-shirts and some sweat socks.  Neatly folded and packed, everything fit!  I was cautiously excited.  I added my cosmetic case, zipped up the case, and then weighed it on my home scale.  42 pounds!

At first I despaired, but then I remembered that I would remove one of the pairs of jeans, a sweater, and a pair of the shoes to wear tomorrow on the actual flight!  I’m pretty sure that will drop the weight below the 40 pound limit.  (For those wondering what will happen to the clothes I was wearing today, since I won’t need shorts, a t-shirt and flip flops, I can fold them up and leave them in the car tomorrow.)

So, my friends, I have discovered yet another perk to losing weight.  Smaller clothes mean smaller luggage needs.  Woot!  That’s a great NSV.

I’m really looking forward to the trip.  I’ll be staying with family for a few days and have even scoped out Zumba classes in the area so I can keep up with my exercise.  Thinking ahead to the luggage challenge, when I shipped the box of gifts up the other week, I stuck in my spare pair of cross-trainer sneakers so I’d have them for Zumba.  They’ll go back in the box at the end of the week when I ship home the gifts I receive.

I have a lot to celebrate this holiday season.  I’m going to do it without overeating and focus on all of the perks of my new life.

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Great Report

I had an appointment with my primary care physician today.  She hasn’t seen me in several months.  Several months and 70 pounds to be exact.

It was a great appointment.  We went over the results of the bloodwork I had done last week and my numbers are terrific!  My fasting blood sugar is below the “at risk for diabetes” range.  My cholesterol levels are in the normal range with a great ratio of good cholesterol to bad.  Great results — and I haven’t been on my blood sugar or high cholesterol medications since the surgery last January!  Clearly, I no longer need them.

All of my vitamin levels checked out in the normal range.  My iron count is a little low but that’s actually normal for me.  I have something called thalassemia trait.  If a doctor didn’t know that, then sometimes my bloodwork might look like I’m anemic, but that’s not the case.  It isn’t anything that I need to worry about and only would have been if I’d wanted to have kids with someone else who also had thalassemia.  My doctor evaluated all the numbers that provide information about the number and size of my red blood cells and concluded that there’s nothing that I need to do about the iron level.  More good news!

I’ve been on a beta blocker and another medication for high blood pressure for several years.  Over the last several months, I’ve continued to take them, but I’ve also monitored my blood pressure a few times a week.  I saw the numbers dropping, so I wasn’t surprised at the reading the nurse got today in the doctor’s office.  After reviewing the numbers, my doctor took me off of these medications.  I’m to monitor three times a week and see her again in a month for a follow-up.  However, for right now, I am 100% prescription drug free!

This is exactly the outcome for which I’d been hoping.  The main co-morbidities I had previously, all of which were attributable to my obesity with some impact from family history, are currently resolved.  It’s remarkable!  Technically, I’m still obese but it’s almost like my body has acknowledged that I’m swiftly moving in the right direction, so it jumped to the front of the train and improved at an even faster rate.

Needless to say, I could not be happier with today’s report.  It provides even more hard data that I’m doing exactly what I need to do to improve my health and fitness.

 

 

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Travel Difference

I’m back in Florida a short 28 hours after I left. Before I tumble into bed I have a few observations about traveling The whole process is simply a helluva lot easier when the only baggage I have to haul is a suitcase on wheels.

Having now lost 130 pounds, I no longer feel like I’m on an endless march of pain and aggravation. It was fun to get on the plane and realize I could walk straight down the aisle without having to twist semi sideways. I’m much more comfortable in the seat. Not only can I buckle the seatbelt, there’s some room to spare.

Considering that I’m flying direct to Hawaii in a couple of months, knowing I’ll be much more comfortable is a blessing.

One drawback, and it’s relatively minor, is that I need to make sure that I don’t wear clothing that’s too loose.  This is a bit of a challenge as my clothing sizes rapidly change.  Yesterday I had on a pair of denim cropped pants that have become a bit loose in the waistband/stomach/hip region.  When I went through TSA and the body scanner machine, the scan reported some “anomalies in the groin area”.  I had nothing my my pockets, mind you.  I asked and they said it could be that material bunched up some.  Whatever the case, I had to go to a private room with two female officers and get a full body pat down.   The woman did her best to be sensitive to the fact that she was touching parts of me that strangers normally don’t and, of course, it was a lot less invasive than a gyno exam, but still not high on the list of experiences I want to repeat.  I think for the Hawaii flight I’ll wear yoga pants — comfortable but not “bunchy”.

All in all, this trip was a great experience, made so by the weight reduction.  Those of you who might have cut back on travel but are now losing weight, I hope this gives you something to look forward to. It absolutely does get better!

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Victory in Da Feet

First the detox-cleanse final report.  I made it through, perfectly, for all three days.  This morning I woke up feeling terrific emotionally and physically, and then stepped on the scale to discover I’d lost seven pounds.  That’s a heck of a lot in three days.  I lost even more than Dr. Oz lost, but I’m bigger than he is to start and he probably didn’t do Zumba two days in a row when he did the detox-cleanse.  Whatever the case, my system feels flushed and I’m happy.  I don’t know that I’ll do a three day detox again, but I noticed on his website that he has a 48 hour one, too.  Maybe I’ll try that next time.

Over the months of this journey, I’ve seen so many changes in my body, most of which I’ve mentioned here.  My collar bones have emerged.  When I lie down I can feel my ribs.  I’ve lost a couple of chins.  Even my forearms are thinner.  I’ve dropped several sizes in clothes.  Today I experienced something completely new!  I have to make a quick trip up to New Jersey this week.  Seriously quick, as in I fly up one night and fly back the following night.  I was going through clothes today to check the outfit that I plan to wear when I’m up there.  My sister-in-law got a number of pairs of pants and capris from a co-worker who recently lost a lot of weight.  I’m grateful because they’re in the next two sizes I’ll fit into.  Living here in the Florida Keys, I usually only wear pants that actually reach all the way to the tops of my feet when I go home to the Northeast or off to a writers conference.  The rest of the time, I’m in capris, shorts, cropped pants and so on, with flip flops, sandals or sneakers on my feet.

I had one of the pairs of pants recently hemmed, specifically so I could wear them this week.   I thought it would be good to try them on again tonight (Size smaller!) with the shoes I intended to wear.  I haven’t worn these shoes since April.  I put them on and realized that they are wayyy too big.  So big that I can’t keep them on when I walk.  My feet slide around and the heels slip off.

I’ve lost weight in my feet!  How cool is that?  I don’t know why I didn’t realize it before.  The only thing I can think of is that I didn’t notice a change in my sneaks because I wear sweat socks.  I assume that the thicker socks fill in any extra space right now.  I’m probably pulling the laces tighter, not realizing that I’m compensating.

Amid my excitement, I also had an “oh shit, what do I do” moment.  I wear, or wore a 10 1/2 double wide.  This is not a size regularly available at most stores and we don’t have “real” shoe stores anywhere close to where I live.   I could have been in serious footwear trouble but I rummaged around the closet and found a pair of ankle-height boots.  I’ve never worn them because they were too tight last year, but I forgot to return them for a credit.  Good thing!  They are a little big now but because they lace up and aren’t “broken in”, I can tie them tightly and wear them without a problem.  Whew!

If these boots can get me through this trip and my vacation at Christmas, I won’t need close-toed shoes until the end of April.  By then I will probably be down to a shoe size that isn’t likely to change on me again.  I can’t describe how terrific this feels.  All of my life, getting shoes has been a challenge.  Finding shoes that fit and don’t look like they should be worn by someone in their 90s is even more difficult.  Reducing my foot size even a little bit will definitely open up more footwear options.  It’s a wonderful NSV and I’m psyched!

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