Introducing foods again isn’t all that easy. Right now, my stomach and I are on a meet and greet with pureed and soft foods. Even though I didn’t overeat last weekend, I might have reintroduced too many different foods in a couple of days and my system is rebelling by making me queasy in the morning. It could also be that I’m dehydrating in the sleep hours when I’m not constantly sip sip sipping water.
It is also difficult for me to judge the line between consuming just enough food and taking that one extra bite that overfills my stomach.
Good things do not happen if you overfill the sleeved stomach. The stomach then wants to send the food right back up again. I’m not a fan of that action and am determined to avoid it as much as possible. I don’t want to overeat but overeat has a new measuring stick in this life. I’ve learned that I can tolerate about three spoonfuls of soup and then I have to put down the spoon. A couple of half-forkfuls of that baked cheesy-tofu dish is my limit. One half-forkful too many and I will have to struggle to keep them down. Since such small quantities can be taken in at once, it’s necessary to space out our “meals” about three hours apart.
Liquids — like protein drinks, milk and water — slide down a little easier. The good news is that I can start my day off with a protein dense drink for breakfast and it doesn’t take me an hour to consume. The bad news, as I’ve discovered, is that it is more difficult for me to assess my own fullness after liquid.
The information and guidelines I’ve received suggest that we stop drinking about 30 minutes before any meal. So there’s another aspect to the balancing act. It’s important to stay hydrated with 64 to 100 oz of fluids a day. To do that, we are told to sip sip sip sip regularly throughout the day. However, we need to remember about halting all the sip sip sipping in time for our stomachs to empty enough to take in the small meal.
It’s a difficult thought process. I mean, really, for over 50 years I’ve combined eating and drinking at the same time. Now to have to totally adjust that thinking and experience takes some doing.
This morning I had an early dental appointment. I got up, had my protein shake, and then filled up my 24 oz water glass so that I could commence the day’s sipping on my way to the dentist’s office (about 25 minutes from home) and continue when I went from there to work. (About 45 minutes.) I felt rather proud of my dedication to the hydration guidelines.
When I arrived at work, about three hours had passed since my morning protein drink. I felt a little hungry and unwrapped a cheese stick. I broke it into pieces and slowly chewed each piece, taking my time.
Unfortunately, I soon realized that I hadn’t actually taken enough time between my last sips of water on the ride from the dentist and my snack. Within a minute of finishing the cheese, my body telegraphed distress signals. Without going into graphic detail, I’m sure you can imagine the symptoms that indicate your body’s about to revolt. A friend was sitting talking with me in my office at the time. I gracefully excused myself and got to the restroom in time. Easy come easy go on that cheese stick.
Another lesson learned. Drinking lots of water in a stream of sips does not mean that I will register that I’m full, so I really need to successfully balance the time between drinking and eating. I need to learn my sleeve’s boundaries so that I find the balance between eating enough for good nutrition and eating too much in a way that makes me sick.
As I work on learning the physical parts of the balancing act, I also need to deal with the frustration of not always getting things right from the get-go. It’s a process, and one that requires me retraining myself. I’m leaving behind the habits of a lifetime and embracing a whole new way to do things. I can do it, but I need to accept that it might take me a while to find my balance.